Warning-Deep post ahead.New,unexplored area for me.
Hey guys!So,if you haven’t noticed yet,I haven’t posted for more than a week now.That’s because I had a couple of issues going on and basically,I didn’t have anything to write about.
In other words,writer’s block.
A big one.
And,I had a lot of projects and assignments to be completed.
So,my writer’s block made me think.
I thought about a lot of stuff about which I could write but then I thought (basically I thought a lot,if you didn’t infer that by now) that it couldn’t be my niche.
Then I decided to write about my loneliness from school and college.
But then again,I realised that the link to my blog which was in my Instagram bio could be accessed by many “average minded” people(That’s putting it mildly)and they could judge me about it.Its not the judging that makes me feel weird,it’s that people who I thought could be my friends and for whom I pulled down my walls of fear,judge me.
Believe me,I have always been a victim of indirect bullying.
School was obviously hell,I didn’t expect college to backfire so much.
I thought,new place,new beginnings.
But,boy,was I wrong.
College comprises of indirect,sweetly composed insults which could pierce deep.
You can call me sensitive and ask me to be open-minded.But believe me,I have tried.
I have tried and tried but failed horribly.
And for people who know me personally,please,do not sympathise with me because that’s not what I want from this post.
It’s for you to know what goes through my head when y’all comment on everything I do.
Really,studying is bad?
Really,if I’m a nerd,that isn’t good?
Basically,you don’t like me,say it.Don’t tag me along with pity and disgust.
I do pretty well on my own.
That’s how I spent my last 2 years of school.
That’s basically my version of a rant.
P.S-I have never written such a raw,unedited article ever.
P.P.S-I am now officially published online and on real paper.Yay me!
P.P.P.S-I’m so sorry for the abrupt ending but if I could go on,it would take forever.So that’s all for now.
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